Post by Natalie Cunial on Mar 12, 2009 18:50:21 GMT -5
Uhm, so I honestly feel like I shoudln't be doing this, but after talking to Cass for a little bit, and deciding to go against my better judgement, I decided that I will.
I fucked up big time in this game. I hurt my friends, and I have beat my self up over it ever since everything went down. I made an honest mistake, and have paid for it. Even though I was only playing the game, and meant no harm to my friends I had previous to this game, I recognize that it did cause harm, and I am currently on the road to rebuilding these relationships.
Although I hurt people, I was hurt in the process as well, and I feel that I took the verbal and malicious attacks by some people in a very mature way. While at the time everything went down, this game was not high on my list of priorities, I would like the chance to have a chance at playing this game again. I would like to play as a single player, so I can play for my self, and not as a team. I would like the chance to redeem my self and show that even though I messed up bad, I have learned from my mistakes.
I have learned alot through everything that has gone down, about friendships, and about games. Its hard to mix friendships with games, but honestly, if your friendships are on strong enough ground, then you can make it through. It might take a little bit of heart ache and sadness to get there, but its worth it.
I'm asking for another chance at this game to redeem my self, and to attempt to play drama free, (at least 1/2 the drama for a little bit would be nice).
I fucked up big time in this game. I hurt my friends, and I have beat my self up over it ever since everything went down. I made an honest mistake, and have paid for it. Even though I was only playing the game, and meant no harm to my friends I had previous to this game, I recognize that it did cause harm, and I am currently on the road to rebuilding these relationships.
Although I hurt people, I was hurt in the process as well, and I feel that I took the verbal and malicious attacks by some people in a very mature way. While at the time everything went down, this game was not high on my list of priorities, I would like the chance to have a chance at playing this game again. I would like to play as a single player, so I can play for my self, and not as a team. I would like the chance to redeem my self and show that even though I messed up bad, I have learned from my mistakes.
I have learned alot through everything that has gone down, about friendships, and about games. Its hard to mix friendships with games, but honestly, if your friendships are on strong enough ground, then you can make it through. It might take a little bit of heart ache and sadness to get there, but its worth it.
I'm asking for another chance at this game to redeem my self, and to attempt to play drama free, (at least 1/2 the drama for a little bit would be nice).
